Tuesday, June 26, 2007

What's been up

Softball season over. Thank Gawd. Third place-lost a tie-breaker game for second place. That sucked. Still playing too much WoW. Yeah. I just cannot stop.
But, but, I'm only 1500gold from my epic flying mount for my Druid and my Rogue is almost level 70! How can I stop now???

Yeah.

Anyway.

We went to Johnson City for a day. It was nice. Might be nice to move there. If I could just get over my fear of talking to people. See when groups of couples get together and the women congregate and start talking shopping or makeup or some crap, I'd rather listen to the guys talking about football or Nascar or something like that.

I am not normal. I don't have anything in common with 99.9999% of other people, so how the hell do I expect to be friends with anybody?

Yeah, yeah, poor poor pitiful me. Is that what everyone who reads this thinks? I'd rather sit in a dark, quiet room by myself than be in a crowd and be ignored by all of the people in that crowd(and that is what usually happens). I don't want people to feel sorry for me, or to think that I feel sorry for myself, it would just be nice to not be ignored constantly. Makes me think of a lyric from the Emerson Drive song, "Moments"

stood there tryin' to find my nerve
Wondering if a single soul on Earth
Would care at all
Miss me when I'm gone


Now don't think THAT...I don't care if I live alone as a hermit, I'd want to do that for as long as possible-I ain't going anywhere. It's just the thought of not even being noticed, so that when you aren't around, someone notices.

Gah. I'm just rambling again and making myself even more depressed by writing about it.


One more thing I want to complain about. Those people that you think are your friends-when you don't have many-and they turn your back on you. So the people that got us into WoW, that we played with all the time at first. Now they have gone off to another guild and they won't even TALK to us when we are online. You see them, you /wave, and they just ignore you and go on about their business. And then when you see them in person they mock you because 'like OMG my gear is better cos it's purple and you suck!'. (well not in exact words-but you get the point). Yeah, thanks. I want to spend time with people like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sxh1xlp3J_Q
(note: foul language in this video, but it is hysterical, really)
just so I can make fun of people who don't have "Epic" gear. Whatever.